A Moment Of Lovely

📝 A Personal Post 📝

Welcome. Or actually, I do not even know if “welcome” is the right word in this situation, but I truly do not know how else to begin this post. So I will simply say welcome to this very special post.

The last time I made a post like this was in 2022. Today is about something personal. And today it is not about porn. Instead, it is about something that has been weighing very heavily on my heart for quite some time now, ever since December of last year.

I do not want to talk around the topic for too long. You can already see it at the top in the poster and in the title of this post. The Little Puck production series has been discontinued. It is officially canceled.

I did not make this decision lightly. There are several reasons behind it, and I would like to share those reasons with you now.

💭 A Project That Became Extremely Demanding 💭

Already last year, during the preparation phase, I noticed that this entire project was exhausting me tremendously. Anyone who has followed my website for a long time knows that 2025 was probably the most intense challenge of my life.

This affected many aspects of my life. My environment, my friendships, and especially my mental state.

Even though I decided to bring this website back into more regular activity during the second half of 2025, I was still in a situation that required an enormous amount of energy from me.

I am someone who often makes decisions based on emotions. That is simply who I am. Over the years I have also learned to deal with my depression in that way. But this entire situation drained an incredible amount of energy from my body.

I especially noticed it while preparing for my Mount Everest mountaineering journey.

⏳ The Time Behind Every Post ⏳

When I created the list in December, I already knew this would become a huge challenge for me.

The Moment of the Year production series takes an unbelievable amount of time. You cannot imagine how long it takes me to create a single post. From the first idea, to the design, to the writing itself, and finally to the moment when you read it here on the website, it takes at least four to five hours per post.

And during December I wrote every single day. That means I spent around 125 hours in December alone preparing materials, writing, and publishing posts on this website.

Some people might think, “Hey Lovely, that is not actually that much.” And I understand that argument.

But this is not my main occupation. This website is still my passion project. A project that gives me an incredible amount of joy. A project where we have built an amazing community together.

And I am extremely proud that we will reach 300,000 subscribers in April. I could never have dreamed of that. It exceeds even my boldest expectations.

That is an incredible number after six years of running this website. And yes, in April we will celebrate a big birthday. Six years of A Moment of Lovely. I will talk more about that during the weekend.

📚 December And The Work Behind The Scenes 📚

In December I realized something important. In addition to the 125 hours I spent preparing and publishing posts here, I also wrote my book for Little Puck. That alone took another 48 hours.

During that time I already noticed how exhausting this workload was. It required an incredible amount of energy, and I realized that I simply could not continue at this pace and with this intensity.

Around Christmas and New Year I took a small break. I was finally able to breathe again for a moment. I had some pre productions running in the background.

Then in January I set a goal for myself. I wanted to finish this series. I had planned many things and I am very proud that about 75 percent of those ideas are already completed and available on the website for you to read.

Unfortunately, the remaining 25 percent will not happen.

There will be no review of my absolute favorite scene of 2025. At least not for now.
The final editorial is canceled.
Two planned photoshoot discussions are canceled.
And three surprise packages are also canceled.

🏔️ A Moment Of Realization 🏔️

During my trip to Nepal and while climbing Mount Everest, I entered a phase of reflection. I realized something very clearly.

Working at the extreme pace and intensity that I pushed through in December and January is simply not sustainable for me. It is a massive strain and it drains an enormous amount of energy.

I do not want this website to become something that destroys my health. I want it to remain what it was always meant to be. A passion project. Something that brings me joy.

I truly love doing this. Talking about lesbian porn brings me more joy than almost anything else. There is no other hobby in my life that I pursue with this much love, intensity, and passion.

And I want that to continue this year.

📅 Looking Ahead To The Next Months 📅

Instead, I want to focus on the things that are coming next.

In March there will be four major scenes that I would love to review.

In April we will celebrate our huge anniversary event. I have put together a wonderful program that I believe is worthy of celebrating six years of A Moment of Lovely. I am incredibly excited about it.

In May, for the very first time, there will be DVD related content on the website.

And what will happen later this year, I do not want to reveal yet. Let that be a surprise.

You can still subscribe to the website completely free so you do not miss anything.

🙏 A Personal Apology 🙏

At this point I also want to apologize to Little Puck.

I do not even know if she will ever read this or if she even cares about what I write here. But if she does, I want to sincerely apologize.

This decision was never meant to lead to something like this. But I believe it has become clear why I had to make this choice.

All I can do is apologize. It was planned differently, but sometimes life simply turns out differently than we expect. Sometimes our plans, dreams, and wishes cannot be realized the way we imagined them.

Sometimes we have to adapt to the flow of life. And that is what I am doing here.