What I am saying about myself

I’m a storyteller, scene reviewer, and leather-loving creator who thrives on raw passion, unapologetic self-expression, and the beauty of deep, electric connection. My journey began with capturing moments, interviewing friends and strangers, photographing energy, collecting stories in quotes and stares. Over time, my work evolved into something more intimate and powerful, writing about porn, desire, fetish, and the films that shape how we feel sex and see ourselves.

Over the past five years, I’ve reviewed over 1000 adult films, pouring my soul into narratives that go far beyond the screen. I write from the body, from love, from leather, and from a place where pleasure meets purpose. Behind every scene I explore is a search for truth, emotional, erotic, or both.

I embrace a grounded form of spirituality rooted in energy, sensation, and honest connection. Let’s talk quantum physics over coffee, dance barefoot in the forest, meditate with breath and body, or share silence that says everything. I’m non-binary, demi-pansexual, and unicorn-obsessed. My love flows where curiosity leads, never forced, always felt.

Born in Europe with Spanish and Norwegian roots, raised in Germany, and shaped by travels around the world, I’ve found home in places and people rather than coordinates. I now live within the beauty of Australia with open skies, soft sand, and loud thoughts.

Through my blog A Moment Of Lovely, I share scene reviews, thoughts on leather as sensual ritual, reflections on LGBT love and self-discovery, and moments of joy found in trance, sexuality, and the freedom to be. I live for intimacy in all forms, whether through a heated film review, a trance beat pulsing through my skin, or the soft creak of leather pressed close to my body.

I host the podcast EllAyy, where I speak about storytelling, the erotic mind, and living without shame using electronic music genres and mixing them with visual ASMR videos and effects. My journey has taken me from high school dropout to a soul-deep spiritual retreat in South Africa where I met the wild, sensual, spiritual version of myself, the version I live out loud every day.

I believe energy is everything. What you bring, I reflect. Whether dominant, soft, sensual, or wild, I adapt and connect. I fuck my leather pants, not for show but as a reminder of how much I love what I feel. Every day is a choice to live in pleasure, in truth, and in fire.

Ultimately, I’m here to uplift, arouse, awaken, and inspire. Hug me, talk to me, or join me in honoring the power of being fully, unapologetically yourself. Let’s create moments of lovely together, in leather, in lust, in life.